Bleh

I decided something needed to be written in red.

As per usual I have nothing to write when I do have the time to write, and no time to write when I have things to say. Last week I know I did a lot of things, but remember practically nothing. I didn't work, and that was nice. I finally got over my month and a half cold/bronchitis, which makes me very happy. I bought a lot of new books, and cds. My car was broken, now it's not. I made cookies last night, and now I'm tired.

I'm supposed to be getting a letter in the mail this week back from the program I applied to for school. I didn't really feel any anticipation or anything about it till now. There's no reason I shouldn't get in, but if I don't I'll cry and cry and cry... And suddenly I'm here thinking of all the reasons they wouldn't let me in. I'm also supposed to find out if I get a promotion at work this week. If I don't I'm outta here, that's what I decided. I deserve it more than everyone else, save one person, and if they don't appreciate me enough now, then everything else about them saying they'd "work around my school to keep me here" is bogus too. If I don't deserve it now, I won't deserve it any more then. And frankly I deserve to be getting paid more now, because I work hard and my job is hard, and even if they budget for more tech III positions in July, it's not worth it for me to stick around and work this hard till then without getting paid for it, not with the year that awaits me in school if I get into my program. It'll be hard regardless, but if I start making more now I'll feel more obligated to stay on in my department, which I do love. But if I don't get it, I'm switching either to part time in another department, or just to an easier department. That's that.
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So that's my patented "line of time." It's now tomorrow, and I'm pretty sure I'm quitting my job. I've looked into a few positions, one of them part time, but I think I'll wait to see if I get my letter this week, and then I'll know what my schedule for the fall will be before I make any rash decisions.