How can you get happier than pink words?

So my last post was freaking depressing, so I'm here to remedy that.

I have a test on Thursday; I'm not panicked yet, but I'm sure it will come. For right now I'm really happy. My break down is over, and with it came clarity. I think somewhere in the last year I became really happy with myself. I don't mean I'm perfect or anything; in fact I'm quite the opposite, but I like myself enough to see my flaws and want to fix them. I don't feel as selfish or as introverted or as self conscious as I once was. I like my life, I like the people in it, and I'm enjoying the now. My break down is past history. I realize that most history is in the past, but I refuse to rephrase my latter statement.

FYI: I dropped my stats class. I don't mean to sound mean (if you know what I mean), but I'm pretty sure I got on the short bus when I should've found the right bus stop before taking a trip. It all reminds me of elementary school, when they put me in Resource for a week, then took me out again. I had trouble concentrating in elementary school. Given any sort of push to achieve I excelled at whatever we were doing (seriously, I'm not boasting; I could fly to the moon on a freakin' concession stand if I put my mind to it), but I lost interest and became bored with things very easy. I'm pretty sure I had the "shy" variety of ADD, because I was super quiet. Anyway, they gave me candy and pencils with cool erasers, and I got to play computer learning games, and was given special attention...I loved Resource (If that's what it means to be "special," sign me up). Only they decided I was too smart and after a week of heaven, and I returned to the "normal" class. Back to the future (hey, I think I finally understand why they named that movie that), turns out I needed to take the 1070 stats class, not 1040, for any sort of Health related major. Amazing what a difference lies in only 30 degrees of college level difficulty. That class was cake. I didn't study and I nailed the midterm. Then I dropped the class, because I need to focus on Advanced Anatomy, which is the most challenging embarkment I've ever endeavored to take off on. *hehehe* "Off on." You'd never know I minored in English.

Anyway, it'll be hard just to pass the class, and I plan on passing, so I think I'll be spending more time in the lab, and reviewing old stuff I wish I'd retained, and new stuff that refuses to stop coming. But I'm still excited about learning. I think I'll be better at whatever comes next for this experience.

On another note, I had a great week off. I fully mean to write about it soon, but so far I already have a list of unfinished topics I need to write about. Like fun week for instance, as well as my "best ofs." I'll get around to it all eventually, and be ready to be amazed when I do.